21-year-old Courtney Stodden had recently suffered a miscarriage and she took to Twitter to express how she feels about the situation.
The TV star, who was expecting along with husband Doug Hutchison, decided to write a poem addressed to her unborn child.
She stated in a captioned post: “my heart is broken but I love you angel” and wrote: “Never will I have the fortune to look into your precious eyes, I wonder what color they would have been. Probably blue like mine – like your daddy’s too.
I’ll never get over the painful fact that I would be able to cradle you in my arms. I’ll never be able to rest my cheek on yours and tell you how much I love you.
I’ll never get over this … losing you. I hope you know how much I miss you growing inside of my tummy. I hope that you know I wanted to give you life… a beautiful life – and desired so much to watch you grow into an incredible human being (sic).”
Stodden had also tweeted to be “having a hard day” earlier this month, though it was unclear what she had meant at the time.
Her manager supported the star and helped her cope, adding: “It is with a heavy heart to inform you that last week Courtney Stodden suffered a heartbreaking miscarriage. Courtney and her husband, Doug, are at an emotional loss for words and are using this time to grieve with their close family and friends.”
Stodden married Hutchsison, 56, in 2011 and briefly split before reconciling again shortly thereafter. She had announced her pregnancy back in May and the two renewed their vows in celebration of their fifth wedding anniversary.